I lost my mojo.

I haven't worked out in days. It's starting to take a toll on my mental health. I'm feeling insecure and depressed. All things, big and small are keeping me frantic at night. I'm feeling like I need my boyfriend's attention or I don't feel beautiful. Which then makes me the weaker one in the relationship and now its like I'm needy and emotional.
Why does he get to play games with my head? I can play games too. My mission is to get my mojo back. I'm gonna work out everyday, keep the house clean, and focus on ME. How did I get him in the first place? I acted like I didn't need him. And why should I? Even if he is the only reason my heart melts. Even if his brown eyes make me drool. Who cares? I can be irresistible. And i will be. :)