Side Effects

First off, I have to say how much better I feel now. I can play games, but when it's time to get down to the core problem, I always have to speak my mind. Otherwise, what's the point? Say what you want and if the person you love isn't willing to listen, move on. Hopefully we stay this way because I literally could die right now, I'm so happy. I'm very dramatic.

Now, B6. Oh Brother. B6 is good for many things: metabolism, PMS, nervous system, seratonin levels, etc. BUT, and the reason this is so important is because I take my every thought and dream seriously.... B6 gives me bad dreams. I've been taking it for almost a month now so it's had plenty of time to reach my system. I have such vivid dreams that I wake up feeling pissed off at my boyfriend for something he didn't do. My anxiety is so bad and I'm such an emotional mess of a person, that this throws off my whole day. Now I don't want to stop taking the vitamin because of all the great benefits. So I just had to change my way of thinking. This reminds me of melatonin. SIGH. A side effect of melatonin is vivid dreaming. Which can sometimes be scary. But there's no sleep better than sleeping on a 3mg melatonin pill. Well, except for a shot of Niquil. Now that's good sleep. Anyway...

I have to love myself. I used to hate when people said that because it sounds so cheesy and pointless. But it has solved all my problems. The way I see it is I am deeply in lust and love with my sweetheart because of the way he is, in every aspect. And the fact that he seems to not care how he turns me on, turns me on even more. To get to the point.. you have to be someone worth falling in love with. Do you want to be with someone who doesn't work out, who doesn't put effort into themselves, someone who only thinks and cares about you? Hell no. You want someone who is confident, healthy, and happy. I'm going to be that person. I feel better this way; working out everyday and putting effort into myself inside and out. I feel blessed to be this happy! :)