Stressed out before my workout. Obviously.

I don't have much to update about today - just that I started taking B6 along with B12 because B6 is supposed to help with your nervous system. And like I said before I know I have some type of panic attack disorder. I freak out and stress myself out about little things. :/

I haven't been drinking any soda! I drink gallons of water all day everyday and I feel amazing. I have also been keeping up with my workout and I try to do either yoga or pilates everyday. I'm noticing a difference in my body already. Of course I'm not going to see dramatic changes right away but I am seeing more toned muscles. On the days that I do yoga before I go to work, I have more energy throughout the day and can stay focused on my tasks.

I'm a little stressed out. Mostly about money. But what can you do except take things one day at a time and pray?

In all honesty the only thing that matters to me is him. I don't like putting myself out there to seem desperate or hopelessly in love but the truth is that I am. He makes me laugh every day and he fills my heart with so much warmth and a feeling of belonging that I never want to lose. I have bad dreams that he's going to move on and find somebody else and I wake up brokenhearted, feeling like I've been destroyed. Could that happen to me? God I hope not. He's my everything. I guess I need to work out.