I didn't realize how good my relationship is. I think I just get in my own head and convince myself that I'm not as happy as I could be. The fact is, I'm with someone great. We enjoy each other's company over anyone else in the world. He's cute, caring, and patient with me. I posted last night about my anxiety taking over me. I just randomly started crying last night and he was the most comforting and loving sweetheart ever. We're going to the movies tonight. We never really have time to go anywhere because we both work all the time. I'm very blessed to be with someone who comes home to me every night, who makes sure I'm taken care of, and who wants a partner in life, not just a sex partner. I'm more in love than I thought I was. I'm just crazy.
I started thinking about us on the way to work this morning and just smiled. When I stop digging for negativity and think about all the things he does that I love, it reminds me that I'm really lucky. Or blessed. I really think I am crazy and my brain needs a reason to be upset.
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